Blue...

I'm really down in the dumps today... Irs like there is a missing part of me that I haven't found... I've been sleepin' later than usual and wakin' up earlier than I'm suppossed to... I'm starting to get eyebags now... I'm not sure why I'm so stressed... I don't really know the reason... But I'm thinking more on the lines of my grades, pressure I get fron my dad, missing someone very dear to me, and feeling alone... I feel like all my feelings are jumbled up together... And without my bhe... I'm feeling really really down... It's like I'm stooped on the lowest sadness that I have ever been in... I know words mean a lot, but do they really...? Or are they just pretty illusions for what is missing?