Tch...to those who wanna be me...

Well...lets just say I'm fed up of being copied. Well...its just pathetic if somebody tries to be someone their not, except on portrayals :P. But hey, get this. I know this girl, she is always doing the stuff I do. Try the stuff I try, and wants to accomplish what I have accomplished. AND ITS DAMN IRRITATING!!! Even in the simple things she tries to copy me. No matter what it is, she copies me. She always associattes herself to me. She says were the same, and deep inside I'm laughing my head off! I'm thinking, "Try another life to copy, you can't be me! You can't handle mine you pathetic soul." Hahaha! It ain't flattering to have somebode copy you all the time... Well I'd appreciatte it if NOBODY would copy me. I mean, GET A LIFE! And please not mine... Your nothing compared to me! I mean I know how jealous oyou are of me, and how you wanna be me, but that just can't help ya! You even try to feel as important as I am, but your not! Don't try too hard, the more you piss me off!
Your a nobody girl! :P Your just a pest! :P

Outbound lets true colors loose!

Alright... its been 2 days since outbound ed... Now the other 3 sections will have their chance to go. Outbound isn't just learning about science, history, strength or tolerance. It is also about seeing the true colors of people. During this outbound, many things happened. I see the people I can trust, the people I can't trust, the people that always rely on their partner, the people that give up easily, the people with so much pride, and the people don't care about anything but themself.

I mean, I guess I enjoyed mine... Me and my partner had fun, I guess... Except for when the water smelled...funky...Haha! Remember Nic?!

Anyways one person that I always trusted was Danica. We always helped each other from time to time. Hehe! Thanks Nic!
The people I can't trust are the people who leaves their partner behind. As in, they go with other crowds, even if they should be with their own crowds...
The people that always rely on their partner is easy to spot. They always shout out the name of their partner... As in ALWAYS!!!
The people who give up easily are the people who always say, "I can't take it anymore! I'm going home!!!" Tch...but they never do -_-...
People with so much pride are the people who "NEVER" want to see themselves getting at least a little bit of dirt.
And the people who only cares about themselves...Well...no need to explain this, right? :P

Anyways, one last thing...Thanx for the help Danica!! :P

Tch! Crap! Friendship is for what...?

tch... Damn... SO disappointed... SO pissed off... So damn angry!!! Aryt...first of all I'm pissed coz of myself. I don't need to explain why! so...damn...disappointed...But thank goodness I was pretty happy when I left school. I saw my bh3!! ^^ And I had a kulit chat with Sarah n 'Fresh' for a while.
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Anyways...
Tch...damn...I hate people that are such parasites... They give humans a bad name!! And thats mainly coz I'm human too! They make me think "Tch... How pathetic... You have an intellect but you don't know how to use it! Why is there such a creature in this earth like this?!" Tch... As Ms. Robiño would say, "Theoretically well defined, but practically impotent." Tch... so I depend on nobody!!! Yeah...nobody... Well...now...I only depend on two peeps, but not 'academically' like others... Uhm...I depend on them emotionally...They are the two peeps that give me strength... And of course my mom and brothers... They give me strength too... But I don't depend on them to do my reports, assignments, or projects... I depend on myself for that...
Some people use 'friendship' as means to get a higher grade, slack off in projects, not worry about reports. Tch! Fine! Be that way!!! I am just warning you...this'll be the start of my revenge... the cold war begiins... And I'm not having 2nd thoughts... Your going down...HARD!! No matter who you are!!!

Tch...friendship 'kuno'

Alright...I'm damn fed up with this...

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Tch... Enough feelin' pathetic for myself... Crud! Do friends really exist in this world...? Well...yeah they do... But how many real friends are there...?! Damn... I mean I try to stay in touch and be close as much as possible... But damn...talk to them...not much in reply. Smile at them...they diss you... Ask them qustions...they just smile back... Join them...they treat you like your not there... Invite them out...your only approached when needed... Wanna stay out late...they leave you alone... Do your responsibilities....they say your an airhead! Whats that?! Its like...damn...crap... Hell its so unfair... Its like your with a bunch of strangers when your with them. I mean, their attitude has totally changed plus their attitude towards you changes as well... Damn... I feel like I'm not trusted, not wanted, its like I never even knew them... What the hell is that?! Damn...knowing peeps for more than a year... And yet so much changed... Well...let me share to you a few quotes...

"You should place trust in your friends, but you can't expect someone to protect you all the time." -Auron (Now I know...)
"Memories are nice, but that's all they are." -Rikku (Yeah...)
"The future is yours to make. Live the way you want to." -Braska (I will...)
"Outside our fantasy, life can be harsh--even cruel, but it is life." -Yuna (Haha! I know that. I just hope that OTHERS do too...)

Well...thats it for now... Tch...Maybe next time again... Haha! And what have I learned from all this... Tch...why am I bothering... I mean...WHO CARES?!

[I'm not reffering it to all...But I hope some will even realize this... ALthough even if they do... Its too late... Better luck next time... Unfortunately, there ain't gonna be a next time... No second chances... My trust is hard to get the second time around... So is friendship...]

Tch... Pathetic...

Err...feeling kinda pathetic for myself... As well as crappy... I feel so plastic that I can smile even though I don't feel happy at all... Crap... Its just crap... Tch... Its human nature that when we see someone get hurt we ask..."Are you okay...?" Tch! Notice...?? Well...in my case...I know myself more than anyone... That I'm not okay... Its just that...Grr... I feel pathetic for myself... I know I'm not okay... When others ask me that... I say "Yeah, I'm okay." But I know deep within me that I am not okay... Haha! I am so pathetic right...? Ugh... even though sometimes I promise I'm okay... I bend my promise cause I know I'm not okay!!! Err...there are only two people I am perfectly honest to... That is just what others will never know... They'll just have to trust me... And I know when to trust them... It could be two groups of peeps. Or two peeps LITERALLY! I just feel like crap today... I feel like I wanna just rest for a while and stop time... I just wanna think... I wanna relax... Tch!!!
Its just wish I'd be real when it comes to bein' open... Its like...grr... I say I'm okay...but...I'm not... I hate peeps who ask me if I'm okay... Why don't they just listen to me... I always give clues to what really is on my mind... I don't say it directly... They can hate me for that... But thats who I am... I'm not perfect... But I always give clues on how I feel... Hope they know... Like this entry right here... PING PONG!!...Damn... feel like crying...

Err...yeah...by the way. To the peeps that think I am 'desperate' for attention... Well, that ain't me! Uhm...maybe its you ^^ Make issues about yourself ^^ Just make sure there ain't no loophole! :P Good luck!

What kind of boyfriend would you have?

All of your friends are jealous and you know it.
The boy is some romantic, he always can make a
rose appear out of nowhere just to cheer you
up. He often says you're his angel and always
knows how to make you blush a dark shade of
red.


What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
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