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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

My Christmas Party?


Ha ha! One of the most anticipated "happenings" at school, the Christmas party! This is a day when we students are BANKRUPT and LOADED, there is music ALL OVER THE PLACE, there are many EXCEPTIONS to the SYSTEM, FRIENDS gather round, LOVE is being showered, ENEMIES become FRIENDS, and BLISS is the atmosphere.

But before this day, I was SO BUSY! I was out almost half of the day walking, buying, and searching for gifts for my buddies! I wasn’t even able to post at my blog! I had so many things to do!

And today was OUR party… It was O-K…but at the start, it was rather sad… Our adviser, MS. Amiela Cardines, was sick. :( We were ALL bummed! It was a very special occasion for us, and she was sick! :( I hope she gets better this vacation… She deserves a good rest! :) Hmm… First we played games… It was all right… But something happened…and I didn’t like it…AT ALL! I don’t know if anyone had noticed it… Majority of my classmates don’t care though. HAH! After all, it’s only me. They don’t know what I can do… Anyway, skipping on… We had our exchange gifts… Har har! Kim was SO furious with me! (KIM! PEACE!) He he… It’s because I lied to her… I told that I had picked out a different code name, and not hers. Sorry Kim! PEACE! He he! Because the truth was, I was the one that got her code name. I just wanted to surprise her. I didn’t mean to lie! I’m a good girl :) Then we were supposed to eat after that. But it was delayed. Our classmate who was assigned to bring spoons, forks, and plates didn’t bring any! So we had dessert as a starter. Elijah sponsored the ice cream. Har har! After a while the plates came… Most of them ran to the food! (MGA PG! Har har! That’s them, not me! I waited for my turn…HONEST!) Them we all left after “FEASTING” in our room.

Then I went to my buddies so we could all exchange gifts! (I wasn’t able to exchange with them because all our time with the party, we weren’t allowed to go out. I was so busy doing NOTHING inside the room… *sigh*) I had a much better time with my pals than with my classmates. Well, whatever… I don’t care…

Hey! I would like to thank my pals for the gifts! (This is arranged by size. Hey, it’s not that I give more credit to the bigger ones. I appreciate all equally :) :P) Thanks Ate Ana, Arturo, Ms. Cardines, Charles (even if the exchange gift is compulsory anyway :P), Chelle Fano, Danica, Edleanne, Iane, Jd, Joan, Kim, Lara, Lou, and Piah! Thanks so much! :)


*sigh* But I know that our party isn't about the gifts, the food, and the prizes... It is about the bonding, unity, and happiness... But I guess I didn't feel it this year... Har har! I'm so bad, am I? *sigh* Oh well... it's time to wait for the REAL Christmas! Har har! :) I hope I'll feel better by then :)

Saturday, December 18, 2004

A Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime



People come into your life for a Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime. When you know which one it is for a person, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life!


-=This is dedicated to all that went into my life and change me...=-
-To those who were for a REASON... Thank you for being with me... Thank you for the reason you put into me...

-To those who were for a SEASON... Thank you also... You made me who I am... Even if you only stayed a while... Even if it was short... Thank you...

-To those who are for a LIFETIME thank you for ALWAYS being there... I thank you from the bottom of my heart...

Friday, December 17, 2004

Family and Friends...a blessing...


First, I'd like to say a big THANK YOU to my family...
My mom, my ever so loving and understanding mom... She's the one always looking out for me... She's the one I approach when I have problems... Even if at times I don't always do what she tells me...I love my mom...so much...
My strict dad...Haha! He's one of the people whom sometimes (I have to admit) I don't care for much...I also have to admit I got to love him! Hehe! There's nothing I can do! He's my dad! He can also show he care...(even if sometimes I don't like the way he shows it...hmp! hehe!!) And I also sometimes can't help but wish that he's not around. O_O har har! I'm so bad!
My brothers...my ever so innocent bros! Hahah! Even if sometimes they dun always do what I tell them (Wahh! Bad ate! They shouldn't ALWAYS do what I tell them...Ok sometimes I'm bossy! :P Can't help it :P) Neweiz I love my bros! Even if sometimes they are like pests! Har har!
My other relatives...Thanks for the laughs, the tears, the love... Thanks for everything you gave to me...

Then on the other hand, I've got my ever so lovable and loyal friends!
Hmm... When I was still in my KINDER years...I remember having friends... Although I’m not sure on how close we were... I can't remember... Hmm... I remember Diana Mae, Anthony, Robert, and Kim... They're all the ones I remember from my memory...
Then when I reached grade school… Hmm… I had 2 close friends that were ALWAYS by my side… Danife and Marynelle…I don’t know where they are right now… I don’t know how they are doing… But I hope they’re fine… We were friends until the middle of grade 4…. We were in 3 different sections… And that lessened the bond between us…
I met a classmate who really treated me well. We are still close pals until now… Har har! My friend is Mary Louise! Hmm… she was my classmate only one time…We never were classmates again… I don’t know if we’ll be classmate sin the 3rd year though… Who knows? We became real close! We shared secrets, we hang out together, and we helped each other!
Then when I reached the 5th grade, I met another friend. She was not my classmate, she’s just a fellow club member of mine. Her name was Joan. Hehehe! She and Louise were classmates that year though… SO they became close! Har har!
Then I became and Internet junkie that summer! Har har! I met lots of online friends!!! They became a family to me! Har har! The closest to me was my fellow fan fic admin Shelly. We’re like sisters! She knows my secrets and I know hers. Har har! Besides Shelly are Oni, Hannako, Reis, Hisoka-sama, Kiyota-san, hmm… Digi, Haru har har! Uhm…sorry to those I forgot… :( maybe we weren’t that close… :(
When I was in the 6th grade, Joan and I were classmates (for the first time!)
That year I became close to someone that I wasn’t close to before. She was a classmate of Louise. And she was my classmate and club mate when I was in the 5th grade. But I only got close to her in the 6th grade. And that was Danica. Har har!
Then I also became close to other friends… Hmm… namely Yoko (Ruby Yoko :P). Edleanne, and Irene! Haha! We were kind of close… Not that much though… Irene found another group of friends, but we’re still kind of close though. :P
I had joined a summer theater-acting workshop…and I gained a lot of pals as well! Hmm… I met JM, Dianne, Avhe, Lei, Leah, Vern, 2pe, Echo, Mhela, Mela, Mimi, Avel, Roel, Aubrey, Jacky, Jade, and Rojohn…and more that I forgot :) so sorry… I learned a lot! It was fun…and whenever I see them or they see me…We always remember to greet each other! :)
When I was a high school freshmen were still friends, the 4 of us. We were called “F4” O_O could you imagine that!? Haha! Joan and Louise were classmates, while I was in the STAR section (Yikes! The best of the best so they say! And I don’t belong there! Oh no!), Danica was in another section. The room beside Louise and Joan’s.
And Wow my section was REAL far away from theirs! But it was fun! I didn’t think I’d enjoy my freshman year. I thought it would be a disaster!!! I didn’t think people so smart could be so wacky! (Hey former Mannesianz! I mean WACKY in a good way!) We were the most “unpredictable” I guess. ! In our old classroom I was beside Erika, JB, and Wabel! Haha! Wabel!!! I was also seated beside Roma, but we don’t talk often… -_-…
And the events that I thought would be bad for us turned my school life better! REALLY unpredictable things happened to us! Haha! Our school library was hit by lightning (Of all places!) and our wiring was near that… So we had to migrate! :P Haha! Excuse the term!
The first day without a room were put in the Wet Science lab! Haha! That was fun! We had faucets! We could wash our hands whenever we pleased! We even had a shower there! Hee hee hee! And we were also well hidden from teachers! Har har! My seatmate was Terence and Viczenn… I thought at first… ‘Bummer…I can’t talk to these guys… Coz they ARE guys!’ (No offense to guys! But I am a girl! I want to have a girl-to-girl conversation! But hey I am closer to guys! Not that I’m a lesbian or anything like that. But it’s somehow easier to talk to them! Har har!) But hey as days went by, I didn’t mind being seatmates with them.
The 2nd day of our day without a room we were “PLACED” in the Dry Science laboratory! Hmm…it was okay… We had no more faucets… But there were fish and plants there! Har har! The plants! After a few days I was transferred. Haha! I was beside Viczenn (still him -_-…yah…), Mark “Lakeh”, them across the table were Almarie, Lynne Faith, and Maviel. Har har! Almarie and Faith were new students. Actually the first day of school Almarie was with me :) Haha! We had our break together. Faith and I were kind of close too! Haha! And Mavi our class president was not much of a quiet person…AT ALL! Haha! Time went by quickly… I miss the good old days in the Dry Lab…I miss the days we shout in the room and fall on the floor laughing… (Hey! Not literally!)
I met a lot of new pals! Hmm… I met Almarie “Dila”, Lynne Faith, Robin “Dwendeng itim”, JB “Johnny Booger”, Benjie, Erika, and Jelaine “Ilong” Haha! I was kind of close to the newbies!
Hmm…Oh I forgot to mention my other online pals! Har har! MIRC was the best that year… Too bad it’s not anymore… I was a frequent chatter there. I was a certified CHADIK! Chat Adik ok? Har har! Hmm… I met lots of new peeps! Former jamers, non-jamers, and jamers alike!
Hmm… I met kuya Zachi, we don’t get to chat very often now though :(… Then ate Berna, she is an older sister of a classmate of mine :) And I met many from the graduating batch of 2003-2004! Har har! A friend of mine is in that batch, and I got kind of close with batch mates of his! Haha! Like kuya Abet “Bear”, kuya JC “Daga”, kuya James, kuya David, kuya Gelo, kuya Osie, Kuya Kel, “Lolo” Har har! Kuya Chadz, hmm… maybe I still forgot someone… not sure… Oh yah! And I also met ate Ana! She’s a senior now! I’m going to miss her :( Hmm… Aica, Ivan, Jacka, Ryan, hmm… and maybe I forgot again -_-…so sorry…
Hmm and during our X-mas party I was exchanging gifts with a group of friends from another section! Har har! With Diana Mae (Hey! We became close again! Haha!) Iane, Ria, Mary Anne, Ana, Julie, Elaine, baby Fano, Michelle (actually we are related…but we weren’t really close!) Hmm… I think that’s everyone… hmm…
Then at vacation I met a real nice guy in friendster! Har har! His name is R. Christianne. Haha! We’re quite close :P Then I met his friends Ramch, Rjadzper, Addi, Mikko (Har har! Actually I already knew Mikko, but he didn’t know me. He was a former Jamer. And he was a council president when I was in the 4th grade. Whoa! Imagine, a former Student Council president! Har har!) Then he met my friends! Haha! Friendster!
When school was back on I was in a separated section again… The closest person I could find there was Kim. Har har! I am getting close to former close friends! Haha! She was a CHADIK too! Hee hee! I got a bit close with a few of my classmates… Hmm…Charles, Redan, Arturo, Terence (again -_-…) Haha! And whoa! They are guys!
I am still a LOYAL member of the Web Navigators club… Har har! I met new peeps there last year! Haha! And now… I WAS the president… Haha! But the juniors in our club felt insulted… Boohoo for them! Hey, I’m not looking for a fight, okay? Haha! I have a few freshman friends now! Hee hee hee! Hmm.. Namely Piah, Jannie and Mydy. Har har! Hey! I said a few :P
Hmm… this year is my moment to make a mark at school… Haha! I didn’t expect to join contests! I joined a poster-making contest and made friends. I made friends with ate Ianne :D Haha! She’s a junior. She was across the table from me. Teehee! She’s REAL GOOD in drawing! Then c Aljohn din! Har har! He is SO kulit!!!
Then when we had our own contest that our club sponsored! Har har! Aljohn joined again! Haha! Talk about about active!!! :P
Hmm…then I was also the one who represented our class for the Literary Pageant a.k.a. Character Portrayal. Har har! I was excused from class for about 4 days! Har har!!! I met a lot of new friends! Har har! Hmm… I got a bit close with Donna, Mica (she was our representative last year! A fellow Mannesian!), Jamie, Jeunice, Geraldine, Mickey, “Gloria”, Katrina “Esther”, Nina “Anne Frank”, Mary Rose “Emily”, Charles “Ceazar”, Al Kendrick, Von “Count of Monte Cristo”, “Antigone”, Aped “Barnabas”, Jenus “Poseidon”, Cristel (Haha! Cristel and I are relatives! And the only time I knew was during the contest! Har har! WOW! Hee hee hee!)
Sorry for the other freshmen… I forgot your names…:( SO sorry! And sometimes whenever we see each other at school we call out the names of the character the other has portrayed! Haha!
Then Von, Aped, and Jenus asked me to add them at friendster. So I did. And I added them at YM too. Haha! They Jenus made me add a few yahoo ids… They were his friends O_O… o-k… Haha! That’s when I knew about “Alphabeto” that is the name of their barkada. And whoa are they many! And they are real untied. I became friends with some of them… Hmm… Reian, Enchong, Namay, and Bryan. Hehe! Though we’re not that close yet! Har har!
Well…Hmm…I guess Friends are blessings… If I didn’t meet any of these people, and if my family hadn’t supported me… Hah! I wouldn’t be who I am now… I owe them all a lot…
To all the people I missed out… You know who you are… I’m sorry…
Thanks a lot…to all of you :)…

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Friends?


Hay naku naku naku....Friends...Friends I have! But in my room...I think I can only think of a few classmates whom I consider friends...Hah! I consider the rest FOES!
They don't know who I am! They don't know how I act, how I am, or who the heck I am! They consider me as a classmate and FRIEND whenever:
a) They need my help
b) They want to boast that we ARE UNITED
c) They want to pick on me
d) They want me to do something for them
e) They think they'd do ME a favor. *Take note, they think they do ME a favor for them calling me THEIR friend. HAH! If that were favor on my side...I'd hate myself!!!

AND SO MANY MORE!!!

I only like to be called their classmate when.... I am like an OUTCAST to THEM!
WAIT! I don't want to be called their classmate!!! I guess most of them are "Fair-weathered" friends! But I can say that there are a FEW I consider friends... The ones who never let me down...The ones I can lean on... The ones who understand me... The ones who stay by my side...

I just wish I could end this year without them in my sight...They are a sight for sore eyes... Grr! They don't know how I feel...and they never will!

-=They don't like me...and I HATE THEM!!!=-


Though... Though I wish sometimes we could all get along... I wish we could put our differences behind us... I mean no one was made here on earth that was evil... So I can't blame them... But sometimes I wish that our paths didn't cross... They sometimes give me the trouble of being with them... Haha! But even if sometimes I hate them, sometimes I despise them, even if I wanted to deny and leave them... I have to learn to love them... They are, after all, my family... My St. Rose family :)
[Har har! Did you actually think I'd only put bad things on this blog about my classmates? Haha! Wrongo! I have to admit that SOMETIMES they make me feel welcomed... Har har! They make me laugh too! Especially during Science period! :P Hey, this is my family for the year. I at least should TRY to at least FEEL part of it! :P It's not half bad! Haha!]
 
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